For the first time in a few weeks I finally decided to get out and run. This is a much different feeling than when your in a consistent running pattern. For instance the walk out of your house or your apartment is different. The stride in particular is different as you proceed to the starting point of your run: their is kind of a slug on your shoulders but a attuide that says "I don't really want to this but I will be closer to my goals if if I do. As you start the run you start feeling those pains from muscles that have gone astray along with the good habitats that you once had , nearly a running season ago. Your at the half-way point and you get tired and you come close to making the decision to stop but like the trooper that you are you contiue on your mission to accomplish a element that is nessary to getting you towards your destinatinon.